Wednesday, November 19, 2008

honestly


Sometimes I wonder if maybe I'm going through super duper early menopause. I am only 37, but the mood swings I have every once in a while are driving me madder than I normally am!

Just this afternoon I felt it as it was happening.

This morning was reasonably uneventful as I readied for the day, once dragging myself out of bed for the final time. After arriving at school I was still in a pretty decent mood, you could say I was in a fairly good mood.

Then it was lunchtime, and I had just eaten....and wam-bam-thank-you-ma'am!

SWING!

It was all I could do to make it through the rest of our day in lab, and then rush out the door at the end of the day without saying goodbye.

Even still this evening I feel sullen, and as if having my own pity party would be a vast improvement in my current state of mind.

The dean still hasn't posted our test grades from yesterday. Either we've been really spoiled by her having the grades posted by late afternoon on test days, or something's up.

It doesn't help that when I arrived home this afternoon I went upstairs and was greeted with a putrid diarrhea-type smell. I was not able to find the source, and pretty much gave up thinking maybe one of the dogs had passed gas...

Yeah, no such luck. Dogs have a keen sense of smell...and a need to roll themselves in that which is pretty much disgusting to us humans. I went back up to find out what Minnie was doing, and she had pulled LB's comforter off his bad and had pretty much raped it!

Voila!

That's where the smell had been coming from. One of the cats had pure liquid diarrhea on it, and that's why I couldn't see anything when first looking-it had soaked through the black material of the comforter. Lovely.

It was an old ratty thing, so it automatically went into the garbage.

Risk for Insanity r/t current life stressors, and disgusting habits of live-in pets

Oh well...

It's time to go relax. It's very much indicated!