Just this morning I had myself quitting and going to work as a medical assistant. I did graduate from a MA program in 1998, and all I'd need to do is re-up my credentials. Why do I have to be so wishy washy?
For one I'd like to be bringing home a paycheck...right now!
This isn't the first time I've swayed against my current career/college path.
So what's the problem? Fear? Fatigue? Sheer laziness? Self-doubt? Who knows?
The things that keep me going are the possibilities that are out there. I also don't want May 2010 to come around and I reflect on what could have been. I don't want the next year and a half to go by too fast-because I want to see my kids grow. Then I just want it to be over with.
That's enough whining for now. I suppose I'll go watch House and then study for my skills assessment tomorrow.
