Tuesday, December 2, 2008

two weeks from today

Two weeks from today I'll be taking my final exams for NUR100 and Nur105, and my first semester of nursing school will be O-V-E-R!

Just this morning I had myself quitting and going to work as a medical assistant. I did graduate from a MA program in 1998, and all I'd need to do is re-up my credentials. Why do I have to be so wishy washy?

For one I'd like to be bringing home a paycheck...right now!

This isn't the first time I've swayed against my current career/college path.

So what's the problem? Fear? Fatigue? Sheer laziness? Self-doubt? Who knows? The things that keep me going are the possibilities that are out there. I also don't want May 2010 to come around and I reflect on what could have been.

I don't want the next year and a half to go by too fast-because I want to see my kids grow. Then I just want it to be over with.

That's enough whining for now. I suppose I'll go watch House and then study for my skills assessment tomorrow.


Heather said...

I think we all think about, ponder, dream... about dumping it all. It's reeeeally stressful, girl! Hang in there, you will either feel more sure, or ready to dump it without a look back. Don't overthink it for now, you've got a nice break coming up.

Tiffany said...

Oh honey! You can do it! I worked as an MA for 6 years, and I wouldnt go back!

Keep your nose in the books! You can do it! I feel your pain!

Kirsten S said...

Thanks you two! I appreciate the support more than you'll ever know!